EDIT: 2021-05-18 A year after I wrote this, I found it floating around on an old laptop which has been untouched. It's a bit of a time capsule, and interesting to compare with what I later wrote about the same month. In some ways I think that it's better.
What a month April was! I've come through a turn of events and now things look stable enough that I can write about them.
TL;DR: Job change after COVID-19 fall-out, Staying at Home, loss and hope.